another 8 months~

slm..

hye uoolzzz..

hm..hr ni 28/02/2011..

hr y ak tgu2 since 8 months ago..

*sigh*

pg ni ak bgn dgn prasaan y agk nervous sdikit..
sesiapa y da bc post sblom ni mst da ley agk kn knp?huhu..
date ak tlh djnjikn pd pkl 9..
so,ak brseap lah dgn lbh awl..
ak mnunggu abg ak dtg tuk pickup ak n hntr ak k husm..

spnjg prjlnn mmg ak nervous gler r..

tp ak cube bertenang..

mmg ak kne jalani seorg diri la..

(dssbkn o sbb2 y trtntu)

lg pom ak da biase da g mn2 sorg2..(brdikari la katekn..huhu)

abg ak juz hntr ak jer..

smpai jer kt sane ak trs k tmpt y tlh djnjikn..(kpp)
ak xtaw selok belok tmpt tu..
ak xbiase pom..ak just tye org jer..
lps k kaunter pndftrn ak dsuruh duduk..
blom smpai 3 mnt kot ak duduk, tibe2 nm ak dpggl dgn mic..
trkejut ak..

rp2ny kad ak die kate da xpired da..

kne dftr y br..

plik tol la..

xde ckp pom kad tu xpired..*blur*

so,ak trpkse la pegi kt kaunter pndftrn y kt luar tu amk no blk n update kad ak..

da seap, ak dtg blk k tmpt y djnjikn..
die suh ak tggu smpai no ak kne pggl..
mmg cpt gler la no tu brtukar..
makin nervous plak ak..
tggu pnye tggu..
1lg no akn no ak..(no ak 0920)
tp!!
boley ny dskip no ak!! trs 0921..(tp ad jer no sblom ak br pggl kot)
hwaaa..
rs nk mrh + plik pom ad..
ak sbr ag..
ak tggu jer la kn..
mn taw dsbbkn o pndftrn ak y agk trganggu skejap td..

tggu pyer tggu mmg agk lm la..smpai 1jam 20mnt kot ak tggu..

no pom dh 0935..

ak xley thn..ak tye la kt kaunter pndftrn..

so,die suh msk dlm tye kt blk timbang brt bdn..(blk 26)

(kne timbang brt lu la kot)

smpai jer blk tu ak tye nurse y kt ctu..

die kte myb folder ak xjmp ag..sbb tu die xpggl lg..

dlm hati ak..(xjmp?plik tol la..lm gler cr kot..cr ngan ape ak xtaw)

then,ak tggu dgn sdikit ksbrn lg..
btol kate lectrr ak 'sabar adalh sparuh dr prasaan nk mrh'
tgu pyer tggu xpggl2 lg..ak da gelisah dh..ak tye nurse lg..
die kate die akn pegi tye knp no ak xpgl2 lg..

tibe2 prasaan ak brtukar sebak..

ak rs sebak sgt2..mcm2 prasaan ad dtmbh plak ngan period pain..

tibe2 ak rs cam pipi ak bsh..(ak nangis kot..hwaaaaaaaaa)

ms tu mmg ak xley thn la i mate ak..

ak nangis jer..tresak2 kot..ak xkisah dh sape2 y tgk kt ak..

ak cb bertenang..after that ak blh brtenang..

nurse y ak tye td die tgk kot ak nangis..

xde plak die tye ak knp..

klu ad org tye ak rs lg kuat kot ak nangis..haha..(malu plak rs tibe2 nangis d khalayak rmai..nsb bek xramai pom prasan..huhu)

dlm ak cba brtenang tu then no ak dpggl..
ak trs k tmpt timbang tu..
nurse tu prasan kot tgk mate ak merah..
die kate da jmp da folder ak..
ak sgke kn berat ak maintain (41kg)..
tp trn kot..2kg..(39.4kg)..huhu

klu da timbang, jap ag da blh jmp doc da..

dlm 10 mnt lps tu no ak dpggl msk blk doc..

prasaan nervous pom da hilang lps ak nangis td..

mmg mate ak merah r jmp doc..

ad gak r ak dgr nurse ckp..

kesian kt ak..ak da la 1st time dtg tp tibe2 jd camni plak..huhu..

doc ak seorg lelaki cina..
agk baek la..
die tye la ak ape2 y ptt..
ak pom jwb jer la ape2 y ptt..
then die cek ak..
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hasilnye..xdpt dktahui lg..

adesss..

katenye ak prlukn another appointment to scan my heart..

uollzz taw ble??

another 8 months!!! (24/10/2011)

lm glerrrrr..adesss..

so,result ny akn dktahui in 8months later..
tenks to all of my friend that have supporting me n gimme e strenght..
tenks uollzzz..
xlp jg to mdm wan zurina..i met her there..
dats ol for today..
tq~